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Well today was different. My mind has been racing with all kinds of memories and such, and something so subtle the happened tonight, caused me to remember a lot more things that I really miss. I'll cut straight to the point. Chris IM'd me tonight, just saying how a neon tried to race him but his motorcycle has no balls, yet he still smoked him. Something as subtle as that event, made me think about how much I actually miss talking to him. Over the last year, he was really my favorite person to talk to when I had a problem, since he always gave a straight opinion, and it was always the truth, which of course, I wasn't always willing to hear. Yeah, I got mad at him a lot for telling the truth, but I'd always realize that he was right on some level. That one IM made me remember one of the best nights I've had. Sitting outside in a car, in the middle of nowhere, staring out through the sun roof at the stars, talking...

Yeah, I know it's cheesy, but oh well. Friends have always been the most important thing to me, and losing one takes a lot out of me. It always feels like pieces of me are missing, but if it's how it's supposed to be, then I'll let it go.

Anyway, other then that, today was pretty good. I didn't go to sleep until around 7, since I really wasn't tired, and was going to stay up all night. I woke back up at 11, showered, and sat here and played games and watched TV, History Channel to be exact. I really need to catch up on reading my Forensics book, since I'm still only on page 15. The book is interesting, but I just haven't gotten around to reading it, since by the time I think about reading it, I'm already to tired. I'll get to it eventually.

As for tomorrow, not sure what's going on yet. I've got no real plans, but I think Jim said something about him coming over, so whatever, I guess that's something.

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